haay, wala na naman itong kwenta. compilation lang ito ng mga quotes, sayings, lyrics, whatever na nabasa ko sa kung saan saan.
Love : my job is the most important job of all, since the world cant live without me..
Friendship: my job is important too you know, without friendship there will be hatred among people
Friendship: but sadly.. sometimes... i end up doing your job..
just when when i was about to say i need you
just when i was about to say please stay
just when i was about to pull the biggest catch of my life
is the day you run away
-Spelling Contest
No one watches you walking away without wanting to be with you.
love means never having to say your sorry"
If you couldn't be with the person that you love, I guarantee that hearing him promise you, love you, honor you and cherish you, no matter what, would be pretty much all you could think about." – Izzie, Grey’s Anatomy
I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
thought to pick
the flower of forgetting
for myself,
but I found it
already growing in his heart.
- Ono no Komachi
I love walking in the rain, 'cause then no-one knows im crying...
Until God sends me my angel on earth to love and to cherish forever, I will be content to be alone. I have learned to swallow my loneliness like a bitter pill, hoping that my good behavior will make fate smile at me and say, "Here is the one for you. Live happily ever after, your name is written on his heart."
"I choose to love you in silence for in silence I receive no rejection. I choose to love you in loneliness for in loneliness, no one owns you but I. I choose to adore you from a distance for distance will shield us from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind for the wind is gentler than my lips. I choose to hold you in my dreams for in my dreams, you have no end."
Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.
"I can't unlove you anymore."
"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything its cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...it really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everthing for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more. "
Erica Jong
"Take this razor and write your name across my wrist, so everyone will know who left me like this"
"some men see things as they are, and say why. i dream things that never were, and ask why not"
"i love you without knowing how, when or from where. i love you simply without problems or pride. i love you this way for i dont know any other way of loving you."
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how i loved her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long- Pablo Neruda
i'll say this once and i'll never say it again...
there's a kind of certainty that comes but once in a lifetime..."
"i am nothing special; of this i am sure. i am a common man with common thoughts, and i've led a common life. there are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but i've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me this has always been enough..."
. . . i close my eyes, then i wont see
the love you do not feel when you're holding me
morning will come
i'll do what's right
just give me til then to give up this fight
and i will give up this fight
i cant make you love me if you dont
you cant make your heart feel something it wont
here in the dark these final hours
i will lay down my heart
i'll feel the power but you wont . . .
2. CONCEITED PEOPLE NEVER HEAR ANYTHING BUT PRAISE - The Little Prince
3. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL BUT YOU ARE EMPTY - The Little Prince
4. IT IS ONLY WITH THE HEART THAT ONE CAN SEE , NOT ALL THINGS ARE VISIBLE TO THE EYE. - The Little Prince
"In love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each of us responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame someone else for what we feel." from Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes
“How does one become a butterfly?” she asked.
“You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar.”
-- Hope for the Flowers by Trina Paulus
Bad stuff happens, Nicky... But you have to move on.. You just pick up your head, look at something nice like the sky or the ocean, and you move the hell on." - James Patterson, Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas
If you want to know me look inside your heart.
When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect you.
Random Notes:
*I finally know my stand. I'm good.
*Missed Blackout. Will go next year. I promise myself.
*Still no ticket for AK concert.
*Uno sa Social Dance test.
*Text galore. Weird state.
*LTS test- Sunday. bad trip.
*TV Prod Live next week. Oh NuR!
*Reverie. Bonding. Miss...mwah!
*New Songs sa iPod. Wuhooo! thanks my juliebug.
*Assignments=tamad
*No revisions yet for scriptwriting.
*Piliting mag-inuman tomorrow. will sleep at betsy's place.
*Shortage of money...as usual.
*Fat!
quotable quotes
manunulat
Sabi ng marami na ang pinakamahirap na harapin, lalo na para sa isang manunulat, ay ang blangkong papel. Marami kang naiisip. Maraming kang konsepto. Marami kang gustong sabihin. Eh ano ngayon? Mahirap buuin ang bawat salita upang makabuo ng isang pangungusap na may katuturan. Mahirap ilapat sa papel ang nais mong sabihin na hindi ka magmumukhang bobo.
Hindi ako magaling na manunulat. Sinusubukan ko. Kung minsan ay wala nalang talaga akong masabi kaya pinapaikut-ikot ko nalang lahat ng sinasabi ko. Kung minsan ay paulit-ulit nalang. Paulit-ulit. Paulit-ulit. Paulit-ulit. Paulit-ulit. Paulit-ulit. Paulit-ulit.
Ngayon, wala nalang talaga akong masulat. Kunwari may sense itong sinasabi ko tungkol sa pagiging isang writer. Pero sa totoo, wala itong sense. Kunwari lang talaga. Medyo tamad ako these past few days. Marami akong iiisip. Long overdue na nga itong blog entry na ito. Basta promise ko, this Friday may katuturan na ang susunod kong entry. Humanda kayo. Bwahahahahahaha!
Random Notes:
*Lapit na concert ni Alicia Keys. Wala pa kong ticket.
*TV PROD. Hihimatayin na ko sa pressure. I just want to get it over with.
*Travel Show naman. Presenting…..Asturias. Joke.
*Nanood ng “100” ng Cinemalaya. The best ito. Nanalo si Mylene Dizon ng best actress!
*May new look ang room namin ni Gelo. Nagulat ako bigla niyang inayos. Saya!
*Will wait…as always. No need to hurry. The past week has been the best week of my life. You should never forget that. I’ll miss you.
my now-lifestyle
ang hirap na talaga magtipid ngayon lalo na na naka-dorm na ko. napagalitan pa ko ng nanay ko dahil umuwi lang ako ng bahay para kumuha ng pera.
Mama: Bat ka nagigipit eh sobra sobra na nga ung binibigay ko sayo?!?!?!
Ako: Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Hindi ko talaga ma-explain kung bakit ang gastos ko eh puro pagkain lang naman ang pinanggagamitan ko nun. Pinlano ko pa ang magdala ng sardinas para makatipid. But the truth is...Sardinas is like eeeewwwieeee. Pangmahirap! (ito ay joke lamang. sana walang ma-offend.)
Hindi na nga ako nakakapag-starbs eh. It's like my daily routine pa naman. It's so upsetting! I'm so like so choosy pa naman when it comes to my coffee.
I really hate this kind of lifestyle. There's no aircon. It's so enet! Whenever I put OLAY on my face, it just moists all over. grrrr! sayang lang my pera. I have to take care of my skin pa naman.
UPSET AKO. UPSEEEETTT! chos.
Random Notes:
*Waaah! Pinsan ng blockmate ko si Social Dance cutie. Oh NO! pero i can't wait for tomorrow. Sobrang stalker mode ako sa multiply and friendster account niya.
*Wednesday is Betsy's day.
*Salvador sucks. He sucks me. Joke.
*Pierce is an issue. Rawr!
*We FOX as one.
*Download Mariah's new single "I'll Be Lovin' U Long Time". Super fun song!
luha
Hindi ako iyakin. Kung bibilangin ko kung ilang beses ako umiiyak sa isang taon, siguro mga dalawa lang. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ganito. Hindi ako manhid. Hindi ako robot na walang kahit anumang emosyon. Siguro hindi ko lang hinahayaang tabunan ako ng aking kalungkutan. Hindi ko ipinaparamdam sa sarili ko na kailangan nang ilabas ang bawat sakit, galit at pighati.
Masiyahin akong tao. Kapag kasama ko ang aking mga kaibigan, masaya ako. Palabiro. Hindi mo mababakas sa aking mukha ang kalungkutan, kakulangan.
Ngayong ako’y may sarili nang tinitirahan sa may paaralan, madalas ay napag-iisa ako. Sa mga tahimik na sandali lalo na’t kapag kalaliman na ng gabi, ako’y nagiging isang lobo. Joke. Mali, sorry. Uulitin ko.
Ngayong ako’y may sarili nang tinitirahan sa may paaralan, madalas ay napag-iisa ako. Sa mga tahimik na sandali lalo na’t kapag kalaliman na ng gabi ay natatagpuan ko ang sarili na nag-iisip. Maraming bumabagabag sa aking isipan. Marami akong frustrations sa buhay. Ang bata-bata ko pa at pakiramdam ko’y pasan ko na ang mundo.
Sa aking paghiga sa kama, hindi ko namalayang may tumutulo na palang luha sa aking kaliwang pisngi. Hindi ko ito inasahan. Pinunasan ko ito gamit ang aking mga palad. Ngunit natuyo man ang unang luha ay paulit-ulit itong napalitan ng panibago.
Hindi ko na napigilan ang pag-iyak. Humagulgol ako. Sinubukang pigilan ang bawat hikbi gamit ang malabot na unan sa tabi. Ang bawat luhang tumulo ay isang piraso ng aking pagkatao.
Unang luha: Pagbabago sa Pamilya
Ikalawang luha: Mga luma at panibagong mga Kaibigan
Ikatlong luha: Aberya sa Pag-aaral
Ikaapat na luha: Patuloy na paghahanap ng Pag-ibig
Ikalimang luha: Ang walang katiyakang Hinaharap.
Iniyakan ko ang lahat. Kahit ang mga hindi mahahalagang bagay ay isinama ko na sa aking pag-iyak. Tutal, one time big time lang naman ‘to diba? Once in a blue moon lang nangyayari.
Hindi ako iyakin ngunit sa pagkakataong iyon ay hinayaan kong tabunan ako ng kalungkutan. Ipinaramdam ko sa sarili na kailangan nang ilabas ang bawat sakit, galit at pighati.
Aaminin ko, masarap ang pakiramdam matapos umiyak. Para bang nakahinga ako ng napakaluwag. Parang ang dati-rati’y pasan kong mundo ay unti-unting lumutang mula sa aking mga balikat.
Tumayo ako mula sa aking pagkakahiga. Pumunta ako sa may salamin. Tiningnan ko ang sarili. Oily. Pero ayos lang. Masaya ako na nalabas ko na ang lahat. Ngumiti ako at tumawa. Tinawan ko ang aking pag-iyak. Nababawan ako. Lumakas pa lalo ang tawa ko. Humahalaklak na. Parang baliw lang.
Pumunta ako ng banyo at naghilamos. Ang sarap ng malamig na tubig. Nagkuskos ng bonggang-bongga. Nagsipilyo ng ngipin.
Bumalik ako ng kwarto, nagpunas, nagbihis.
Napadaan ako muli sa may salamin. Tiningnan ang sarili sa pangalawang pagkakataon. Hindi ako umiyak. Hindi ako tumawa. Naglagay lang ako ng Olay facial cream which fights the seven signs of skin aging.
Random Notes:
*fiNALLY, a long entry. Hindi na ko tinamad!
*Monday, bangag kagad. Inuman with Behavioral Science friends.
*Buong one week sa dorm. I miss family. hihi!
*Sleepover at Betsy's place.
*NSTP on Sunday. Grrrr!
*Shortage of Money. As in.
*RIce binging. Taba!
*Social Dance distraction. Habang sumasayaw ako ay biglang may nag-shirtless na classmate. Na-distract ako at nawala sa sayaw. tsk. napagalitan pa ko. Kasi naman eh... KUNG GUSTO NYO AKO MAKAPAG-CONCENTRATE, WAG KAYO MAGHUHUBAD SA HARAP KO LALO NA KUNG MAY BULGING BICEPS AT ROCK HARD ABS KAYO!
*Gateway with the "pekpeks". Hindi bastos name nyo ah!
*TV Prod exhaustion.
