shut

talking is my defense mechanism.

it's my big mouth that always gets me in trouble.

i just can't seem to keept it shut.

in the end, it's me who always feels uncomfortable.

the awkwardness never stops.

i try to be friendly.

i try to be the first one to approach, make the first move.

i don't know what other people think of me.

i can't say that i don't care because i really do.

i hate it.

i feel uneasy when i learn that someone doesn't like me.

i should stop.

right now.

at this very moment.

i stop.

now, i will try my very best to just BE.

let everything flow through.

i shall not care.

i will try not to try.

shit.

talking is my defense mechanism.

Random Notes:

*TV Prod=pressure
*Balay is the place to be
*I now sleep comfortably.
*Was sick for two days. haaay!
*Kilig moments here and there. Wala namang pinatutunguhan.
*Señor is just so cute (Spanish prof)
*Want to watch "Made of Honor"