i haven't been out for a while.
i was always so shy.
i was not confident.
i felt that i didn't deserve what I wanted.
but my guide tells me to do something.
to not slack off.
if i want to achieve that one goal,
i should take some action.
wala nang hiya-hiya.
Random Notes:
*Shortage of Money
*COmp Shop. Loser na ko!
*Social Dance cutie.
*Di pa kami nagpapansinan ng baby ko. Isusulot ko na siya. bwahahahah!
*May stitches si Panpan sa ulo. Nahulog kasi sa bike. Wawa naman.
*My block's getting better. Medyo masaya na. Yey!
action
shut
talking is my defense mechanism.
it's my big mouth that always gets me in trouble.
i just can't seem to keept it shut.
in the end, it's me who always feels uncomfortable.
the awkwardness never stops.
i try to be friendly.
i try to be the first one to approach, make the first move.
i don't know what other people think of me.
i can't say that i don't care because i really do.
i hate it.
i feel uneasy when i learn that someone doesn't like me.
i should stop.
right now.
at this very moment.
i stop.
now, i will try my very best to just BE.
let everything flow through.
i shall not care.
i will try not to try.
shit.
talking is my defense mechanism.
Random Notes:
*TV Prod=pressure
*Balay is the place to be
*I now sleep comfortably.
*Was sick for two days. haaay!
*Kilig moments here and there. Wala namang pinatutunguhan.
*Señor is just so cute (Spanish prof)
*Want to watch "Made of Honor"
resolution update
It’s the end of the year’s first half and I would just like to update you with my resolutions. May nasunod ba? Hmmm…
10. Take my studies lightly.
Sure na nasunod ko ‘to. Ahahah! Kahit na nag-summer classes ako, masaya parin. I take everything one day at a time.
9. Continue my no-rice diet and my exercise routine.
Huhu! I eat rice once again. Di ko na kaya. Mahihimatay ako. I still exercise once in a while, hindi na regular.
8. Be patient.
I can safely safe that I have been very impatient. I did what I said that I would never do until…haaay, ayoko na mag-elaborate.
7. Avoid cracking offensive jokes.
Yung mga taong pinapatamaan ko lang ang makakasagot nito. Haha! I hope I never offended them.
6. Read a book at least once a month
I still read books but it’s not a monthly thing. I am currently reading “Can’t Buy Me Love.”
5. Be a good friend.
I am not perfect but I know that I’ve done everything I could to be a good friend.
4. Be selfless.
I’ve been definitely selfless. Lagi ko na ngang iniisip ang ibang tao.
3. Be a good son and a good brother.
I haven’t been the best son and brother but I know that I’ve been good. I’m okay.
2. Update this blog every Friday.
This is the resolution that I’ve just broken yesterday when I failed to update this blog. I still placed this one as a Friday entry, though.
1. I will never cut my hair and never shave any facial hair for the whole year.
Failure. Tsk.
Random Notes:
*Sorry if I don’t have concrete updates with the resolutions.
*Dorm=independence=fun
*Will buy Amy Winehouse concert dvd
*Grey's Anatomy's Finale was amazing. Grabe! Sobra! Lahat na! Watched it on youtube.
*Haven’t watched television for four days.
*Need to control spending money
*Classes=new=uncomfortable=weird
*He’s my blockmate which makes going to classes worthwhile.
class sked
Classes start on Wednesday and I am very excited. Tuloy na ang aking pagdo-dorm with Gelo. Finally. This was a frustrating week. Anyway, here’s my schedule for my third year first semester:
Monday
11-2pm SURVEY OF WORLD LITERATURE 1
3-6pm ADVERTISING PRINCIPLES
Tuesday
No Classes (my only break!)
Wednesday
3-6pm PAGBASA AT PAGSULAT SA IBA’T IBANG DISIPLINA
6-9pm SCRIPTWRITING FOR RADIO/TV
Thursday
9-12nn TV PRODUCTION
1-4pm ELEMENTARY SPANISH
Friday
3-6pm EXPERIMENTAL PSYCHOLOGY
Saturday
7-9am SOCIAL DANCE
9-12nn COMMUNICATION AND SOCIO-CULTURAL CHANGE (wtf?!?)
Sunday
LTS
Let me tell you, I have a very short attention span and having a class for three hours straight (or gay) would kill me. I don’t know how I would handle all of these. May lts pa ako at p.e.
Random Notes:
*My mom and I were watching tv and then she blurted out, “Sino ba yan mukhang bakla!” She was referring to Rihanna in the Maroon 5 video of “If I Never See Your Face Again.” My mom just cracks me up. She had a point though. Rihanna has already strong features and cutting her hair that shorter just made her look more manly. No offense.
*Grey’s Anatomy and Brothers & Sisters had the best back-to-back episodes last Monday. Kudos!
*Alicia Keys will have a concert here in Manila on August 5, 2008. will watch!
*Ang laki ng kickback ko sa enrollment. Nakakakonsensya. I will use it naman for a good cause eh. (Alicia keys concert). Haha! Bad, jhong, Bad. Tuwad!
*Went to MoA last Tuesday. Splurged. Bought new jeans, shirt and a sweater. Bread Talk. First time to eat a Haagen Dazs ice cream. Anyway, wala namang pinagkaiba sa Selecta. Mahal lang.
* I thought this reshuffling thing would do its part in making me single no more. Tsk.
*Ron’s house today. Bonding before school starts.
*Belated Happy Birthday to Karen!
*Advanced Happy Birthday to Dartz, Julie and Jam!
*Julie, punta akong Bulacan…makakain lang sa party mo. Ahahaha! Pa-cheeseburger ka nalang sa pasukan. Wuhoooo!
